I can't seem to have friends without food. Meeting over lunch and dinner is so common. And my willpower to say no to the shake, cheeseburger and fries combo is non-existent. I have no will-power. I guess I need to face it. I use to tell myself I didn't spend a lot on shopping because I just didn't put myself at shopping malls that often. I was strong enough to resist the shopping temptation. But that's not true. I really don't like to shop. Some women make a habit of shopping. I avoid it, not because of my great willpower. I just find it BORING. And I think I told myself my willpower was so strong in high school and college, that it kept me out of trouble...no dwi (dui's present tense), no major drunken embarassing moments I barely remember, simply because my willpower was so strong. WRONG. I never liked the taste of beer, still don't and barely can finish one bottle of wine in a month and that is with my husband drinking with me. So, I have to admit it...where food is concerned I need more inner strength. I know half the battle of weight loss is simply recognizing where the problem lies. Most people don't have thyroid problems...they have mental problems. I think Oprah would agree with me on that. No special emphasis on the last statement. I somehow am writing in italics and I CAN'T GET IT TURNED OFF!!!!!!!!! Well hell.
My lack of willpower AND computer skills are depressing me.
Sincerely,
I'm Not Oprah
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